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Abortion : the voice of an aborted soul

mommy i dont understand
was it something i did?
did you have that monster kill me?
kos it wasnt till i was conceived
you got morning sickness?
im sorry for all the reasons why
im sorry for all the times i made you cry
i was beautifully sculptured
i was Gods gift to you
i guess you didnt like his surprise
i swear mommy if you had seen me in 6 months time
you would of loved me
your lil precious prototype
wit daddys green eyes
every minute i waited
every hour anticipated
as slow as every day came
they too slowly faded
oh mommy,ill never forget
when the monster invaded my home
my arms,legs, slowly ripped away from my body
while eating away at my soul
i cried out to you mommy
i even screamed your name
but you didnt hear me mommy
so i endured all the pain
but b4 that monster
destroyed me completely
i heard you whisper
that you were sorry and that you loved me
so the last tears i cried
wernt kos of the pain
they were dedicated to every word you whispered
that will forever be treasured
and that ill never get to hear you say again
and mommy if you're curious
this is ya babygirl
so dry them eyes,rest ya head
for now you know
one last thing mommy
whether you remember me still or not
ima love for an eternity
no matter what


mommy i loved you then
and mommy i love you still
from the lil angel you never got to hold

sincerely

your Babygirl


xoxMochaxox