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I tried to get away and tried to scream/this was like a nightmare one of my worst dreams/ He took off my pants and also his own/I was crying and fear out of me is what was shown/I kept fighting till he put a knife to my throat/then I laid there like I was dead in water; a float/I saw my man come into the room and look around/he was laughing and didn't care what he found/I cried for his jelp but he told me I deserved it/that it was my fault for not takin care of my shit/Next thing I know is that I blacked out/he hit me cuz i was trying to shout/I woke up the next morning to see blood everywhere/What was I thinking in my head was is this my fault?/did I really deserve this, I muct be doing wrong/ the rest of my day seemed so very long/Everyday from there on out I have to see his face/I was always embarrassed; I felt like disgrace/No one every mentioned it and I sure wasn't about to/but everytime he looked at me I couldn't believe it was true/one day he cornered me and threatened to do it again/my life was going no where I just wanted it to end/The scar I have on my chest reminds me of him everyday/I wish i could get it out of my mind; why wont it just go away. |