Return To Home Page

wasup my lil homegirls
Girlz, I know you trynna be hard, and you wanna look like you da baddest bytch around. You wanna prove to yo man that you will do anything and everything. You wanna make that money, floss those thangz. You start slangin, that's the easiest way, then before you know it your man talkin bout he need more money, the whole time he aint doin nothin cept sittin on his ass drankin wit his boyz and smokin. You the one makin the money, payin yall billz, buyin his clothes, feedin his ass, and for what? To prove you love him.

You wanna make sure he dont go nowhere and mija you would sell your soul to keep him from leaving. Then yall start talkin bout movin out, yall wanna get an apartment of yall own. You know it's gonna take more money then you got rye now. Some nigga you know offers you money if you sleep with him. You know that's prostitution, but you want your man happy. You know if he finds out what you did he would whoop your ass and probably leave you anyway so you keep it quiet. Soon your sleeping with anyone for money, your nothin but a cheap whore.

Your still keepin your man in the tightest outfits, makin sure he has money in his pocket, buyin his weed, payin his bills. You begin to not give a fuck. You don't care what anyone says about you. You'll whoop there ass if they disrespect you, but don't you realize you are disrespecting yourself in the process?? You are hurting yourself more then he could ever hurt you. Then you talk to your homegirls and some of them are willing to help you do the same thing, so you begin to think that if your girls are doing it then it must be okay...babygirl, please sit down and remember as hard as you can all the hopes and dreams you had before you met this man. Is he worth the abuse your giving yourself? Is he worth the heartache? Even though you know he loves you, you are hurting yourself so much more then you know.

He will never love you as soon as he finds out your a hoe. He will leave you all alone. If you remember why you even started doing all of this, it was because you wanted him happy, sure you have nice cars, your bills are paid, your hair and nails are done, but look deep inside of yourself and you will see more emotional scars then you ever thought anyone could have.

All this for a man?? Girl he aint worth it.

Pick up those shattered pieces of your heart, kick him to the curb, go get you a real job, and please continue to follow those broken dreams. Even broken things heal, remember that. Your heart will heal and your dreams can still be accomplished. PLEASE don't let this man be the one who kills you without even trying!! Your a woman, that means something. Your a strong minded person. Do not give up on you. Shadow