Return To Home Page

Young ladies please read

I dont usually share stuff this personal, or explicit, but I been seeing girls all over the place trying to hang with older guys, thinking it makes them grown. Drinking with 'em, trusting 'em. And I wanna share something that happened to me because of my bad choices. When I was 15 I was really wild. I fought constantly, was always faded and had been jumped in a gang. One thing that I was not experienced with was men. I had only 1 or 2 boyfriends in my whole life. And when they realized I wasnt going to sleep with them, they cheated on me and I would kick em to the curb. No one was gonna make me give it up. However, most my female friends gave it up a lil too much. A couple of my homegirls introduced me to an older group of guys who lived in the apartments i always chilled at.

One guy, Jaime, seemed really cool. He was 21 and had his own pad. He constantly talked to me and I wasnt used to getting an older guys attention. I felt special. One night we were just chillin and he kissed me. I thought I would like it, but it felt creepy. I wasnt comfortable with his vibes. So I told him we could just be friends. He said that was fine.

He invited me and a friend to a keg party. And of course we were there early, loving that free brew! As I drank and drank, I felt more comfortable and laid back. Soon, everyone was gone and it was me, jaime, my friend Meme, and some other foo. Jaime started trying to bust a mac, and he hinted that my homegirl wanted to be alone with the other guy. He playfully took my arm and started pulling me to the back room. I was so drunk I could hardly see. I laughed and playfully yelled "meme help me!" She just laughed and was focused on that guy. So he got me to the room, I stumbled around, not wanting to sit. He began trying to kiss me. I pushed him away and told him I wanted to catch up with my girl. But he soon got really pushy and he ended up getting me on the floor. At this point I was drunk, confused and a lil scared.

He closed the door and I yelled for my homegirl. But this time I wasnt laughing. He forced his lips on mine and put my hands over my head and held them. He was very strong and quickly got my pants down with one hand, while holding both my hands with the other. I was yelling at him to quit and he just said "shhh its ok, shhh" I couldnt fight him off, and he forced himself inside me. I was a virgin and even tho I was drunk, the pain was unbelieveable. I cried and cried, I felt like such a weakling. When he was done he just got off me, walked out like nothing happened. He didnt even look at me after that. I told my friend "lets go" when we got outside I told her what happened. She didnt even seem like she believed me, or maybe she just didnt care. But I bled for 3 days after that. I later found out Jaime and his friends had a lil bet going to see who could screw more virgins. So I was a point to him.

And a few months later he was on the run for raping a 14 year old virgin at another one of his "parties". I didnt get to chose who I gave my virginity to. It was stolen from me. All because I was a lil girl trying to hang with older guys. Ladies, any older guy who is right in his head would not be trying to mess with minors. Guys like Jaime are sick and too immature to deal with older women. So they pray on youngsters. I hope by me sharing this, someone says no to offers to party with older fooz.