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My Life Is All I Have.....HELLO ALL YOU RAZA OUT THERE. Wasup yo!! I wanna tell ya about a homie like dat wanna change and get out of this gang-life 'cuz it aint for me. My name is Carlo but homies call me Los. I started gang-bangin/puttin' in werk at the age of 13 with a Blood set N.T.G. My OG wuz cool, he looked out for me and when niggaz in tha hood saw me wit him they knew dat i wuz hiz homeboy so dont try nuttin' stupid...well dats how i felt. And dats wut runed me on about gang bangin. Havin somebody to look out for u like dat or take care of and u and show u tha ropes. On tha real my OG wuz a father i never had b-cuz whenever i had questions about anything he never held no punches. And tha times i thought he wuz doing me wrong he wuz just showin me how to be a G in theze streets of brooklyn. Now dat im 16, im in love wit my babygirl ans she's the only thing positive in my life at my age. She understands me and lookin' at her i should wunt to do better and i can tell by her eyes dat she love me a whole lot and wouldnt want nuttin to happen to me. So dats the thangs i started thinkin bout. And as i read theze post about OG's and G's gettin stabbed or watchin they homie died or how longed they been locked up, that shit make me realize to get out while i got a chance or i'll be living wit regret that i never did take tha chance. I wanted to stop a long time ago, But when i move to tha south i wuz just bangin' for all tha down-azz ridaz that died for tha color i got hangin out my back pocket. But i know 99% if they were given another chance to breathe again they wouldnt choose this lifestyle. So im gon change this lifestyle while im still breathin and able to. I wanted to also let everybody know dat i got madd love for a G's. All tha down-azz ridaz dat wuz puttin it down cuz does r tha ones i look up to most. So thanks yo for keepin it tru and helpin me keep it tru. One luv to all the homies dat lost homies to gang-bangin or just got caught up in it. Madd luv! Los |