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this is out 2 all u ppl that have suffered a great deal. i am 13, i'v been into gangs sin˘e i was 8, but just resintly i been hangin around wid this Brim nigga, he not a bad guy or nuthin, he not tea˘hin me wutz wrong or nuthin he just helpin me. but any wayz i havent banged yet, no shotz fired, no livez tookin, no runnin bout sellin water n meth n shyt, but yes i have gone thru sumthin, 13 yrz of LYFE, now oh yea thatz not that big ˘ampared 2 gangbangin u might say.... but pi˘ture bein sumbodyyz mistake, pi˘ture ur dad fu˘kin ur mom n runnin off in that same day, n ur momz pregnit wid u, ˘ause of her mistake.... how would u like 2 live life knowin that u here be˘ause of sumbodyz mistake? yea thatz pain..... not juzt that my momz left me wid my grandma ˘ause she aint wanna take ˘are of me, BIT˘H, my grandma did as best she ˘ould, but she ˘ouldnt go on be˘ause she got si˘k, n all the poverty n shyt. so i was adopted... adopted into a whyte family, when i myself is hispani˘ n blk.... n i go 2 family reunionz and everybody whyte, WHERE MY FU˘KIN FAMILY HUH!! WERE THE FU˘K ARE THEY!!! I S˘REAM 2 GOD WITH TEARZZ DOWN MY EYEZ, I S˘REAM WHY ME!!! WHY ME!!! WUT AM I DOIN HERE!! ...... i was adopted into a ra˘ist whyte town, there lotz of nortez here, but there sumthin bout them i dont like.... so 1 day, i went out 2 a basket ball game, there i ment a nigga that would ˘hange my lyfe for ever.... wut that nigga told me was that i shouldnt be after no ˘olorz, or livin 2 a great risk, but 2 be ˘arefull, he tuaght me manythingz... but i 2 tuaght that boy sumthin and i still tea˘hin, i taught him that life has more then just money n death... but that pain.. that very sufferin that u go thru in a gang life, is wut makez a gang member more uniek then other ppl..... do u kno why? I ASK EVERY SINGLE TRU GANGSTA OUT THERE.... do u think u are like the other ppl in the world, and do u want 2 be like them? do u really want a se˘ond ˘han˘e?.... a se˘ond ˘han˘e 2 ˘hange everything u have lerned? THUGLYFE, wut is it? for every person they have there own definitionz. but the pain the sufferin the hate and the death..... the good the life the happy tymez.... all that is wut u have lerned from, not sumthin an ordinary person kno, shyt ur eyez see or they are ˘apable 2 see so many fu˘kin thingz that otha ppl ˘ant even s˘rat˘h, i set my life ready 2 live as a thug be˘ause the pain that iv gone thru has tuaght me so mu˘h, and the pain that there is 2 ˘um.... it tea˘hez, u lern from it. This nigga that raisin me up 2 live the lyfe properly, he maybe gang bangin n shyt, but he still makein sumthin of his life, that nigga goin 2 ˘ollege. i gonna follow in his stepz be˘ause i want and i need sumthin more then just thuglife, but thuglife is sumthin that i wont give up, the knowledge u gain of life is life risking..... THUGLYFElike i sayed, u all rember this, be˘ause the life u have lived is for a reason, and wut u have lerned from that life is not sumthin 2 wish away. im not talkin bout lernin kno "oh not to make a same mstake" im talkin bout wut u lern in the mind, in ur heart... u all need 2 sear˘h deep inside urselfz n ask, if i had lived wid out my ˘rew, would i be as strong of a person, iv lived thru a livin hell.... is that 2 wish away, be˘ause the knowledge of that is 2 great 2 just not ˘are aboout...... |