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I was down for my shit but...

How can anybody with two brain cells to rub together say bangin is cool and fun its somethin i was thrown into at age 17 yea i was down for my shit and i still got my homiez backs but if you,ve ever had to sit in a motherfuckin funeral and watch your homiez mother or grandmother cry thier eyes out and then blame you for thier death then thats when reality sits in and you question what tha hell your dying for. And basically all your dyin for is a name and a piece of colored cloth yea theres partys theres pussy theres huge amounts of dope and alcohol but in the end when some bad ass gets all fucked up and wants to start some bullshit because your flaggin the wrong hood and before you know it your bleedin and if your not strong enuff to hold on thats it for you no more good times with tha homiez you know why cause your DEAD!!!!!!!!and depending on what you believe its eithier eternal bliss or unquenchable fire.

And even if you survive and carry on the police are gonna catch you at some point and then its on to the penn and in the penn its a whole other world. If your white the africans or chicanos won,t respect you. You can claim your hood all you want up in there but in the end your just some dumb cracker to them and then if your lucky n got money you can pay for protection but you,ll still be a bitch ass whiteboy and the aryans will hit you up first and if you don,t hang wit them or become one or they think your disrespectin the race you,ll have every prison gang on your ass. Unless your just hard as nails and can hold your own but soo far i ain,t seen anybody hold thier own in there with out help. If your chicano or african you got it made but you still gotta watch your back everyday and hope you get out of that hell hole without gettin shanked or punked into somebodys bitch.

lus you,ll never get a decent career without some form of education and if your a felon your pretty much tagged for life as a troublemaker and you,ll get funny looks from employers and if you do by chance get a job your always the first one they suspect if somethin wrong goes down. So go ahead and have fun and live in your fantasy worlds and think gang bangin is just soo much fun. In the mean time while your livin it up and shootin up the enemy try n think about thier familys and yours think about the people tryin to live decent normal lives who are walking down the street to the store to get food for thier family and then some punk kid like i used to be comes tearing down the street with his homiez and accidently takes an innocent life because he was too drunk n fucked up to shoot straight n hit that punk that he was originaly tryin to shoot. Or the kids that live in the warzone who are just tryin to get an education but have to sleep on the floor at night because of stray bullets.

Or the people who are prisoners in thier own homes behind barred doors or windows to keep out criminals like i was.So yea keep on thinkin bangin is cool and keep fuckin up your life and hiding behind colors but in the end your just fuckin yourself and fuckin the community you live in and doin nothing to help the people around you.

Really your just makin it worse on you and those of us tryin to better ourselves and our communities.

Sorry i had to be blunt but thats just reality. Think about your life choices: